Owh Lord.. What is happening to me?
I couldn't stand any longer.. I'm having Chest Pain! THE PAIN! THE PAIN!
I'm having this difficulties since monday.. I've skipped school a few days because of my weak body.. I might be fainted for standing up too much..
Last night was TERRIBLE! I can't hardly breathe the whole night! I felt like there is a heavy LOAD on my chest.. I can't even get my eyes closed as well as relaxing my mind.. I didn't get enough sleep these days...
Everyday I kept on pretending.. Pretending and pretending.. I don't wan't to troublesome other people especially my mom and dad.. All I do is crying in my room cuz nobody will know...
I still feel it until now.. Bernafas sakit, minum sakit, makan sakit, bediri sakit.. Matilar.. It HURRRRRRRRRRRRTTTTTT SOOO DAMNNNNN MUCHHHH!! Please Lord.. Take away this pain.. I wan't my happy life back.. Yeah, I know I always pray so that you will take me first before both of my parents.. But I'm begging you.. It is not the right time..
Ok that's enough.. My eyes started to produce droplets oredi.. Haha.. Naa broken suda.. Anyway, I'm sharing this here because nobody will ever notice it.. Kurang suda orang yang minat blogging.. Haha.. Kan3? :D
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